fai_dust: marvel comics: NewMutantsII - issue #03 (.excited)

I looks like I used up all my LJ points on re-doing the layout, because I can't sign in even to comment anymore. Oh well.
 
On the upside, I FINNALY GOT TO SLEEP AGAIN! YAY! Also, got around to posting 3 SG fics (all just barely-slash. I like skirting the edge, I guess.) Now if only I could actually post them on LJ.
fai_dust: law & order: 15x13 - Ain't No Love (Default)
So, my head's a sieve. If I need to do something, I'd better damn well do it when I am told / remember about it because if I don't, it is not going to happen. Being on stupid pills mixed with no-sleep levels of manic and stress from dealing with random bitch attacks from my sister... well, I'm sure you get my point.
Along with this, I apologise to the >90% of my journal f-list who's not on DW as well as LJ; the site was being a jerk to me again, so I couldn't use it past cross-posting through DW. Hell, half the time, my computer couldn't see that even exsisted.

The gist of this? If I owe you something, you need me to do something, or anything else, please don't be afraid to tell me point-blank on here. I can semi-work LJ again and will be trying to catch up with you all.
Thank you for your understanding if you have even a little; I am fully aware of what a special case I've been the last while and I am going to do my damndest to improve.

edit: (aprox. 2h later) I've finally changed my LJ layout, which I've been meaning to do for at least 6 months, but probably needed doing for a lot longer then that. If it's too girly, juvinile or offends you visually in any other way, please feel free to tell me. I fully admit I do not have the best judgement right now.
fai_dust: Questionable Content #1696 (.sick: sleepless)

when I can relate to anything from Yelling Bird, it isn't a good sign.

 
Also, stoned on Ativan and semi-functional on very strong tea.

fai_dust: Questionable Content #1696 (.sick: sleepless)

...maybe I'm looking for a reason to be upset? I don't know. I was trying to distract myself from the fact that LJ wasn't loading (and therefor couldn't make my daily_scifi entry), so I rewatched the damn thing twice on VHS, then tracked it down on the internet so I could make a bunck of icons for a scene I loath. Don't mind me. But then again, Elisabeth Röhm, so, pretty!

Can you tell I haven't slept right in days?



Also, if anyone wants 300+ caps of her in her final scene on Law & Order, let me know. Maybe then I can justify it in a better light?
fai_dust: law & order: 15x13 - Ain't No Love (Default)
So, apparentally, being 23 is looking to be a good age. Even though I'm at the second worst point in my life health-wise, it feels like the universe is looking to help make up for it.

so many awesome things are happening right now )

PS; please help me with this if you haven't already!
fai_dust: Blue Bloods: 1x11 - Little Fish (blue bloods: 1x11 - curatola)
"Abuse of prescription stimulants is higher amongst college students than non-college attending young adults. College students use methylphenidate either as a study aid or to stay awake longer. Increased alcohol consumption due to stimulant misuse has additional negative effects on health. Methylphenidate's pharmacological effect on the central nervous system is almost identical to that of cocaine. Studies have shown that the two drugs are nearly indistinguishable when administered intravenously to cocaine addicts.
Methylphenidate (re-direct from "Methylphenidate HCl") page at wikipedia.org
why did I decide to look into this? )
fai_dust: Eureka: 2x03 - Unpredictable (.dumb)

Colbert: Mainly, I want to see it to get answers about the shocking regime collapse on everybody's mind; Canada's coalition minority government, lead by Prime Minister Stephen Harper, fell today. The Canadian government has fallen! As we speak, [I know a chilling story,] as we speak, marauding bands of rebel Inuit are storming parliament on beaver-back while embattled prime minister Stephen Harper orders mounties to dump cauldrons of mapel syrup on them!
    - [March 28, 2011]
Good to know this is happening in my country.

Also, I may have a way to beat the hazy brain. Free-based crack* is the shit!

*I am in no way promoting free-based crack, or any other drug not perscribed by a licensed physician. In actuality, they have put me back on the brand-name ADD medication methylphenidate hydrochloride Concerta which has much different effects then the generic drug, as well as upping my dose to off-set the stupid-brain of my antipsychotics.
fai_dust: marvel comics: X-23; Target X - issue #06 (.blank)

Don't mix tranqus with drinking. Even if it's taking the medication the day (well, 10 hours) after the heavy drinking.
 
I went to Toronto Sunday night for drinking and watching Firefly. It was fun, but when I was bussing back to my city Monday morning, I started to have a panic attack so I took my medication for it. Big mistake. I had next to no muscle control the rest of the day (at one point, I actually just dropped on the dround and could not stand for probably ten minutes) and slept for about 16 hours last night. I woke up after noon today and I can barely function even now. Blegh.
 
Also, neurologist appointment tomorrow. I had better be functional by then.
fai_dust: Battlestar 2003: miniseries (battlestar 2003)

(1) still fighting with my computer
(2) thank you to everyone who weighed in on yesterday's freak-out; I have taken it all under advisement and will reply to you individually by email (since I can't comment on my own frigging journal!)
(3) I have handed out almost all Marvel Secret Santa assignments, and will get the last two out ASAP (I am just waiting to hear back from the two people who said they would be interested but I don't have a form from; they have until 8:00AM tomorrow my time (it is 12:09AM now) and then you'll get yours regardless) - because of my delat, the due date has been moved up to Dec. 20th
(4) -TMI?- Atavan is both a wonderful and horrible drug. Why can't everything be as amazing&effictive as Seroquel?

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