...I should have stayed AWOL
Holy... Well, that flu thing I mentioned? Has moved into my chest and become something else. But since I finally couldn't justify it anymore, I decided to tackle my inbox. Big mistake; over 3000 unread emails. Now, granted, at least half are bound to be LJ alerts about comms I "track", but still, it's overwealming. I'm sorry if you're waiting on me. I'll do the best I can.
explination for the RENT post: when I get sick for a streach of time, I get pathetic and that song either gets me off my ass or really cranky. Or at least, it always has until two days ago. It didn't seem to do much then, but I chalk that up to what has probably become a lung infection.
So, because of the outside-sourse illness on top of my usual incapasities, I've been particularily useless this week, not to mention feeling like general, utter shit. Which was compounded by the fact that between Sunday night and Thursday, I got no sleep. My mom's comforting words on Wednesday? "Don't expect any sympathy from me; it's your own damn fault for going to that party and getting home late." Excuese me? I got home before ten thirty. I didn't get any sleep because she woke me up every frigging night because she couldn't sleep! It's gotten so bad I was tempted to check into a residential facility, y'know, those places for people unable to take care of themselves? Just for a few moments, but still. Ugh!
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